BurnOutBrighter

I'm going to start off with saying you don't deserve any of this,
and you deserve much better.
I'm not saying this to put myself down,
I say it because it's true.

I'm sorry.
for everything that's happened,
and for how hard it's going to be to make it out of all this.
I know it's my fault.
I know I'm the one who caused it all.
and I know that it's my responsibility to start piecing everything back together.
I'm really going to try...
and I'll keep trying,
keep hoping we'll make it through this,
keep wishing that it never happened,
but keep living with the consequences.
It will all be worth it in the end.
We'll be invincible when it's all over...

I know we can do this..
I know we can fight through it all,
and come out on top,
together.
We'll show anyone that doesn't believe in us,
we'll prove anyone wrong.
We're stronger than this,
better than this,
and we WILL be okay...

I want us to go back to the way we were,
when we were carefree and happy,
when we didn't fight every other night,
when we knew that we would be okay,
no matter what.
And believe me,
I'm trying to go back.
I'm going to keep trying,
I'm going to show you that I'll change.
I'm going to give this absolutely everything I've got,
and hope it'll be enough...
because I can't lose you,
because I want to be with you more than anything,
because I love you.

you are my only one.
you will be my only one.
you're my soulmate and I want nothing else than to be with you...
I'm going to make things right again
and I'm going to show you what you mean to me.

you're beautiful.
you're perfect.
you're amazing.
you're everything I could have ever asked for,
and so much more.
I want to be with you forever.
I want our future to come and make us happy.
when it'll just be me and you,
when we can sleep in each others arms every night,
and wake up to each other every morning.
when we can cuddle and kiss as much as we want,
when we can lay around together doing nothing,
when you can draw little hearts on my wrist every day,
when we won't have to worry about time.
time may hold us now,
but it won't soon...
it won't forever...
we can get through this.
we will get through this.

i'm going back.
we're going back.
we're gunna be okay.
i'm going to make sure of that.
i love you.
i always have,
and i always will.
this is to our forever,
this is to everything we're working towards.
our connections is unbreakable,
unstoppable,
and no one elses even comes close.
this is to everything we are,
we were,
and we'll become.
i really hope you'll believe all of this again
i really hope you'll believe in us again...

i'm sorry about everything...
you're perfect...i'm not..
don't give up..
i'm trying...
i need you...please...
iloveyou...

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And if I prayed for one more thing it would be time
Just a second I could pause
Just one more minute at exhaust
Cause on the list of everything I need
There’s air but first there’s you and me
There’s love and love your everything
Cause I’ve had dreams where we collected
All the clocks and put them all to bed
Because here inside this moment there is us
There need be nothing else
This is something I’ve wished for

If I had to walk the earth a thousand times
I'd do it cause I love you
Because if you said I had to
I would know it to be true
And I would spend every night under the stars
To memorize the patterns
Both our heartbeats would make
It might stop me from shaking
And the truth is
I'd be shameless
And I'd be grateful
For this one chance
For our first dance
And you are, you are, you are, you are, you are the one

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