BurnOutBrighter

I learned a lot today.
Cause there's a reason why I'll never live the easy way.
I'm trying to be real.
I wrote down words inside my arm
that say I'll never walk alone cause I get tired.
I know I have my friends in every way.
So I caught my breath
and for the first time I found what I'm looking for.

I spent my weekdays in my car
and the weekends drinking hard enough for two.
I think I'll settle down one of these days
'til I catch my breath.
I feel the weight of the world on my back.
But I'm not feeling sick today.